Missing him is hard because its never just one thing about him tht I miss. The totality of who he is makes his absence in my day to day life that much harder to endure…..but i honestly don’t expect it to ever get easier during his time away. I guess in a way, I’ve conditioned myself to never get too comfortable when we get a good “routine” goin. I just make the most and best of every call/visit/kiss/hug. Even when we dont like each other too tough, we make it a point to get those emotions out and get “back” to loving on each other quickly. He warned me in the beginning that these relationships are hard/harsh on couples- families period, and that it’d require a special type of strength to endure whatever’s to come. I’m never too strong though to be vulnerable, share my fears or shed a few tears, but having this man in my life makes this chapter so much more bearable; everything he can provide within his current capacity, he does, with 110% ferocity. I wasn’t given this “prison wife” life, i chose it …. willingly. And I’d choose it every time as long as he’s the man exiting those gates when that day finally arrives. ❤
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February 14, 2018 at 9:01 pm
I cant wait till the brother gets out. Seeing you overjoyed will be priceless!
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February 15, 2018 at 5:15 pm
You and me both. God willing it comes sooner than we expect 🙏🏾
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February 15, 2018 at 4:39 am
There’s a different type of love that goes along with a loved one that is incarcerated. It makes you appreciate the person more. Everything about them makes you smile. The simplest things become huge. Real love is the Best love. Well said 🌹💌❤️
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February 16, 2018 at 9:35 am
This is exactly how i feel. Except ice never heard it from another woman. This is the life a chose. And yes i would do it over and over again. He offers me a content love I’ve never felt. The love we share I’m truly grateful for. I feel very blessed that God brought us together. My continued strength only comes from God. Thank you for sharing your journey its helps me with mine❤
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February 21, 2018 at 3:51 pm
Asalaamu Alaikum Sis ,
This message was Deep .. May Allah (swt) make it easy on the both of you .. Ameen!
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February 23, 2018 at 10:11 pm
We’ve got a long way to go. It’s a special kind of love ♥️
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